I've been slacking a lot lately. And in saying that, I don't mean just in my blog. I mean in life.
I haven't been as motivated lately to do things. I haven't put myself out for anyone, I haven't stepped out of my comfort zone, I haven't been spending the time with God that I know I should be... I haven't even felt the need for it. Do you know how wrong that is? To not even feel the pull of God on you? I don't know what happened. I don't know when. All I know is it needs to change.
How long has this been happening? How long has my lack of movement toward God been occurring without my knowledge? Or maybe, and worse, I have noticed. Maybe I just don't wnt anything to change. But now that I think about it, change is something I want. Change is something I should strive for. Change is important. Change and improvement upon myself. Even my description on my profile page says that I am learning new things about myself all the time, and I can always be improving on myself. So what's my problem? Where is my motivation? Where, oh Lord, did I lose you? And better still, where did I lose myself?
Written March 15, 2011
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