Its been a long time, and now that there is a bit less confusion (Hopefully), everything should be working out grandly.
I do, however, have some things on my heart and mind.
If you've been reading my blogs, you'll see a little bit of a theme. God is incorporated in quite a few of these blogs. There's a reason for that. AND ITS NOT TO GET YOU ALL TO FALL IN LOVE!!!
THE POINT is to show you that not everyone in the Christian community is the same. Christian beliefs have been strongly misrepresented, through churches that protest at funerals (What the heck?!), and by the judgmental and hypocritical.
But the point of my blog is to show you that there are people who are real in the christian community. I have flaws, and I have done things in my life that I'm ashamed of, and I'd like to apologize if I have ever been immature, hypocritical, or judgmental towards any of you, because I aspire to not be that way. I fight my hardest not to be like the Christians who give the rest a horrible name. If I ever found out that I lead someone astray or away from God due to my attitude and actions, I would feel indescribably horrid.
But you have to know that we all have things that are hard to live with, and, in my experience, everyone hides things. No one does not have at least one secret that they would be ruined if it got out, at least for them. However, the only way to get past that, and to let that go, is to put it into the hands of someone who can help. Of someone who can lead you in the right direction. Find a close friend. If you don't have one, find one. Good, close friends are the most amazing thing you could ever have, and to share a part of yourself that you've been hiding is the extremely relieving. Trust me, I know.
Well, that is ultimately the point that I have tried to make, and if I have failed, I apologize again, and I hope I am inspiring to you and, eventually, to many others. If you read my blog, you should tell other people to read it too. The more the merrier, right? I think so too.
Thanks for listening and, if you made it to the end of this blog, congrats. Sorry if its repetitive. I dont generally proofread these things.... Lol.
Love you all, and keep reading!!
Aaron Jay
